After training to be a pastry chef in London, I traveled around
I lived in Canada and worked as a pastry chef and I came back to London to teach patisserie for a while
I moved to America and I decided to do a food blog and it was restaurant reviews
In that process, I realized that I no longer had any control over my own body. I used to be skinny
I had this journey and it did not matter what I ate or how much or little I exercised, I could not lose weight
I went to some doctors because I could not lose weight. There was something wrong. He kept saying it’s thermodynamics: calories in and calories out.
He said to drink slim fast for 10 days. I could not lose weight
Then I went on this journey of trying to discover what was wrong with this
I came across this book, why we get fat by Gary Taubes
I read it for 2 days and immediately stopped eating all carbs and started eating protein and fats and it was miraculous, but then I stalled
Then I ran into a gentleman, and his approach was high in protein, low in fat, non starchy and a lot of non starchy vegetables
And as a result, I decided to start blogging food recipes
What brought me to Keto was 5 years ago, I had a mental break down, but I kind of managed it
I had times when I had anti-depressants, and times that I just lived with it
I had depression for my whole life that I didn’t even know and I just learned how to live with it
5 and a half years ago, I had a mental break down and I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 disorder
Bipolar disorder used to be called manic depression
People with Bipolar 1 have big periods of manic behaviors punctuated by shorter and less intense depression
Bipolar 2 has extended periods of intense depression punctuated by hypomania
We went through about 5 medications before we found one that I could get up and function to a degree
9 months after my mental break down, and despite the fact that I was on a variety of medication to help with my mood stability and mood swings, I became suicidal
And I remained suicidal for 8 months
I spent 8 months where every waking minute, my brain was trying to kill me
I could not function properly
I spent 8 months wanting to die
After 8 months, I found a new doctor who asked me to try an anti-seizure medication
3 days later, for the first time in my life, I felt joy
For 6 months, life was glorious and after that I was suicidal again and their response to that was to double the dosage and the joy came back.
6 months later, I was suicidal again. So he doubled my does again.
I can’t spend my life randomly becoming suicidal because I might actually kill myself
Also, I can’t spend my whole life increasing large doses of this thing that’s messing with my brain
Nobody asked the critical questions. All they were doing was giving me medications to manage the symptoms and keeping me stable
I don’t want to be stable; I want to know why I have bipolar but nobody’s asking that question
And I fired my entire medical team
Of course, everybody told me that bipolar can’t be cured and nobody knew why I have it and so on, but there has to be a reason
So, I decided to start with genetics and maybe I could find some answers, but if I don’t, then I will start to unravel food sensitivities, chemical sensitivities or other things
I was very lucky, because I hit the jackpot with genetics
The doctor I met on Twitter said he can help me with my bipolar
He put me on a Ketogenic diet
About a month after that, I found a naturopath and was armed with all these tests
By the time that I came to see her, I had been Keto for 6 weeks
We looked at my food sensitivity test and we took out all the foods that I was sensitive to, which was almost everything, I was left with 9 foods that I can eat
I ate 9 things for 3 months
We also discovered I had a massive leaky gut so we started working on cleaning my gut
I also discovered that I have a massive case of E. coli in my gut that I did not know about
But the thing that really changed my life was in the DNA
We discovered that I have a genetic mutation on one of my genes: MTHFR
One thing is that, I do not have the ability to methylate
When we ingest B vitamins, they have to be methylated before the before the body could use them and since I cannot methylate, I have deficiency in B vitamins all my life
B vitamins number one role is neurotransmitter health and my brain never had the required nutrients in order to function optimally
We also discovered that I’m genetically intolerant to gluten and so the gluten had been attacking my brain
If you add all that up, at some point my brain was going to go sideways because of this genetic mutation
After the food elimination, the key thing we did was taking pre-methylated B vitamins
I have been completely free from medication ever since and have no symptoms of bipolar
I did not bring the foods back all at once, but I did start adding a little and then adding more
Last summer, I randomly became sensitive to lamb
I ate a lot of lamb and I noticed that my feet and ankles were swelling, but I did not know why
And it started swelling badly, so that I could not walk
I then start experimenting. I ate animal protein and pork chops and nothing happened
I ate lamb chops and it started swelling again, and so I did not eat lamb anymore, so I took a break
And now, I can eat lambs again
Detox is still a huge thing for me
If need to do some detox, start with Epsom salt foot baths and do it before bed
Then go to Epsom salt baths, then magnesium flake baths, then add baking soda
If you are new to detoxing and you go so fast, you can make yourself ill. So go slow
There are also supplements that will help you detox, but the infrared sauna is my favorite
I was not doing Keto for fat loss or weight loss, I was doing it for my brain – therapeutic keto
My goal was to get my Ketones has high as possible to help my brain
I was doing therapeutic keto for my brain
So I was eating zero carbs, just fatty meat, nuts, eggs
I don’t overdo now and I don’t eat the same food 3 or 4 days in a row
I am much more moderate on everything now
I was kind of doing 3 to 1. For every 1g of protein, 3g of fat
Now, I am probably about 1 1/2 to 1
Whatever it is that’s wrong with you, there’s hope
My main focus is always going to be mental health
When I look at the life I have now with the life I had, I just want people to know that there is hope
I no longer believe that having a mental health issue is a life sentence
The life I have now is a completely different life to the life I had