I am originally from London, England which is where I grew up
I was a very heavy kid and it probably came from a combination of things – from living in a dysfunctional household and my mom who loved to feed me with all the crappy food that there was
My parent separated when I was 15 years old and my mom was left to raise my brother and me, and she did the best that she could
Food was my best friend and I totally used and abused it
That went on for many years and more “bad foods” that I ate, the more the pounds crept on to my very short 5-foot body
Fast forward to my teenage years and 20’s, I continued to stay slim because I was losing what they call, baby fat
I gained 10 lbs. on my honeymoon and started getting my weight back again because the food addiction did not go away
I gained 87 Lbs. when I got pregnant with my firstborn and he weighed a healthy 12 lbs. at birth
I donated to every single diet in the industry there was
Three years later, I had my second child and gained almost 50 Lbs. with her which was so hard to lose and it was a struggle for many years
When my mother-in-law passed away, I watched my children grieved and cried so much that I decided that this not the way I want to live my life anymore because they need me to live
I was also diagnosed with sleep apnea and I just hit rock bottom
So, I decided to go the most invasive way to losing weight and that was gastric bypass
It was the last hope I had of ever losing weight and hopefully keeping it off
In the first year, I lost 110 Lbs. and got down to 120 Lbs.
I literally changed my mindset, exercise a bit which is mostly walking
My way of eating was fat-free and sugar-free because that’s what I was taught, but I felt great and losing weight
It wasn’t about 15 months ago that I was starting to gain weight and felt bloated
Little did I know, it was about the grain, hidden sugar, fat-free and then, I came upon Keto 15 months ago
I was having Splenda or equal or whatever you call it on my coffee every day because I need that sweetness
Now, I drink my coffee without anything. No more sweeteners
With my food addiction, I compare myself to a recovering alcoholic and an alcoholic cannot have a sip that’s going to trigger them
So, I can’t have sugar because that’s going to put me on the edge
I never used an excuse for any celebration
After a while, I saw myself to be more confident
I was able to do the more things that I could never do before
I don’t like the gym
Walking is really my thing, I do yoga, barre class which I love
I forget to use weights and I’ve yet to go down and use them
My husband who is fine now had a mild heart attack and had some surgeries
I’ve been through so much, but I never used food to dull the pain
I have been pescatarian since 2007
Even though I am eating the keto way, I don’t know if I am keto in the sense of the word because I don’t eat meat
Since my surgery, I’ve been really a creature of habit and it sounds boring, but I do tend to eat the same foods every day prior to keto
Now, I do eat the same keto foods every day, but I am not bored
I was tracking my macros in the beginning, but I am just eating the same kind of foods every day, I don’t feel like I need to
I am definitely under 20g of carbs
ADVICE
Be patient
Be prepared to give up the food that is not agreeing with you
Do not listen to other people who do not understand keto
HEALTH BENEFITS
I really feel more energetic
I wasn’t lacking so much before keto, but I feel more energetic even I lack sleep
I feel good and I feel more confident because I am taking care of myself
People told me that I have so much willpower, but I prefer the word commitment